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I'm starting to do too much again. At the moment it feels like I get up at 9:30, finish work at 5:30 then go straight to something, return to my flat at 12:00, go straight to bed, get to sleep at 2:30, repeat.
I never seem to rest, I never get anything I need to do done. Work's OK, most of the things I do seem to pass the time fairly pleasantly, but I need to rest sometimes and I just don't.

Ah well, off to GEAS now. I hope it's fun.

Grrr

Worried about GEAS. Probably all in my head, sometimes is. Hope so.

Well, I did say I felt like saying some of the things I think about whilst sober, I rarely talk about anything. Everything I think seems to cause problems if other people hear it (hell you should see how much editing I did to that small passage), so, normally if I'm sober I keep the conversation to intellectual meanderings, small talk or humour. I never say anything of consequence about myself, except in the occasional rant when it gets too much. Then I get drunk and talk rubbish and probably handle things much worse than I would if I was talking whilst sober.